http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcUT0g7SXK0 This awful video reminded me of what I went through last fall and was a catalyst for this blog.
Off & on during the alimony hearings this past fall and winter I was neck and neck with these horses. I see that those incidents closed my heart and I wasn't always there for my beloved or able to hear where she was.
Of course when the heart closes it hurts and then the mind closes it even more to avoid hurt which only makes it hurt more. My time with a couple of true friends confronted me with my own stuff allowing me to open my heart consciously and know that all of the time with my beloved was exactly what WE had chosen and was in alignment with our Twin Ray. Lots of healing in me around former-wife & Mom.
The only one I ever need to complete with and heal is myself.
Hmmm I'm still searching for other words to use instead of healing. It was all perfect.
My heart is open now and I totally support and trust my Beloved to live her Soul's Dream wherever it takes her and I.
Love Always & Blessed IS,
Jeremiah
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